i think you already know im realeyes. but im not. anyhow i made this website because i hate posting to social media and i just want one place to store all of my work.want i love my art like theyre my children.
I indulge in multimedia but creating music has recently been My PURPOSE ive been playing violin for more than a decade, also working on piano for composition and im sort of a percussionist...don't count on it (possibly a pun)
i've only been taking music very seriously since september 2025 so things are new and exciting. it's like ive been locked in for 10 years
she/her i think. Im very queer, in what way im not sure + not very relevant.
this place will be ever changing and and evolving until i die Is the plan.plan. (er as of 2/28/26 im deciding i can only update on the weekends so i dont distract myself lol)
apologies if the whole TALKING TO MYSELF THING BUT ALSO ADDRESSING You is weird/confusing but editing the website feels like im inmy ownhead so i cant help it. i dont really expect much traffic anyhow because this website is just intended for my own use. all this art is great because im finally doing something toto Appeal to Myself. I've never been my own audience before, so it's been quite engaging and all consuming. Anyway if you'd like to chat/have questions i actually would love to, because im always looking to connect Especially if youre also an artist because youre in theKNOW of how to live your life yeahh discord: r.olypoly
,olately ive realized how important it is to invest time into the arts. none of it is a waste-lord, none of it at all. i was brought into existence to make art . im hoping to find
to Remind myself where I came from, this page will full of my own thoughts, likes, interests, uh... i guess what you'd normally expect of a blog.BLOG
... all songs and music are trying to express that meaning. "what is it?" the music is trying to tell you what words alone couldnt quite""
fav motifs in no particular orderpeople often say it's tragic how more often than not an artist's best works were made in grief, and even a lot of artists say that about their own work. but i think it's a beautiful thing that we respond to intense emotions by making art.
i dont think we should see it as tragic that stunning art and pain coincide, but rather we should appreciate that it's our natural response to find emotional release through creating art. IT DOES KINDA SUCK AS AN ARTIST TO NOTICE IF SOME OF YOUR GREATEST WORKS WERE MADE WHEN YOU WERE FUCKING MISERABLE, SO YOU FALLACIOUSLY CONCLUDE ONLY YOUR BEST CAN BE MADE DURING YOUR WORST.
but it's not only sadness that can be an intense, overwhelming, and all consuming feeling. joy and silliness can make you make sum stupid shit too
i want to read open city by teju cole; the sphere by michael crichton; the house on mango street by sandra cisneros;
riddle for another place, if you found this somehow: all these papers in cabinets...what, they're all about the same person! what useless files...
realeyes